Hey _ _ _ _ _,
I've been struggling with this question (s). How do I let you know, you intrigue me? I've been told I should call you. I want to play it on the safe side and email you. I'm mostly scare of you rejecting me. I'm unsure of this "hold/affect" you have on me. I know it's not love. I want to hang out with you to find out, what it is? Do we connect? I know we get along. We had fun talking. I think even flirting with each other. How do you see me; as an acquaintance; friend; more ... less? Have you patched things up with your girlfriend?
I'm was oblivious as to how you see me. I was more concentrated on what and why you meant something to me. I was stunned by the fact you caught me off guard. I had my wall built high and somehow you found away over it. Whether you know it or not. When I first met you, I honestly did not see you in the light that I see you today. Due to my short time with you and the team, I have to take a more verbal approach to things. Rather than doing it behind your back. It scares me. I was in my little comfort zone bubble. The bubble needed to be popped at some point. It was good for me that it popped when it did. I attempted to invite you to things but you are either not interested in it or you're in the same zone as I.
As I write this, the song, "Let Me Think About It" by Ida Corr Vs Fedde Le Grand, plays in my head. Only thing is, in this situation you are the one that may need to think about it. Well, I've sent you an average, "hey how are you," email. I'll give it some time before you answer. However, something a friend told me about, that dangles in my head. If you liked me as much as I want you to like me ... there would be no time delay. Every email, call or invite, would be an instant "yes/reponse". Unless this is some type of game that needs to be played. There's those words dangling, again.
And so, we'll see ......
I will not rejoin that team but another one.
.... to be continued ...
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